damn

u werent supposed to read it. damn. but its true. put urself in my shoes. what u'd feel. all i ask is a lil freedom.i did everytin u asked me to. isnt dat enuf? den whats it?..haiz.ok mayb i'm a lill too harsh on u. im sorry. im also sorry i cant say it face to face...haiz dunno wad im feelin rite now.. one more reason for u t let me go is....my cuz...15, female.she can go. why cant i......haiz... i'm lost...and also d part abt memalukan what ever...dun worry..i told no one bout tis blog. except when my frens ask me why i cant go out, i said u wouldnt let me. they said...... what can i do? i know you love me. i love u 2.

dikejar bayang-bayang resah
bila hatimu masih tak berubah
enggan di punya dan di penjara
belaian cintaku ini

aku bukan lelaki yang tewas
bisa menyembah walau ku ditolak
biar di uji kanan dan kiri
kau kan tetap ku miliki

tiada lafaz yang lebih agung
kalimah cinta mu
yang ku tunggu-tunggu
biar jasadku yang menangung
permainan dari mu
relaku pujuk

janganlah kau salahkan aku
terusmemburu menawan cintamu
aku percaya sedikit masa
kau kecundang akhirnya

usahlah bersedih dihadapanku
aku masih memadam resah
dan derita dari hatiku
apakah kali ini
bisa kau tolak dan berlari
setelahku menanamkan azimat ku

tiada lafas yang lebih agung
kalimah cinta mu
yang ku tunggu-tunggu
biar jasad ku yang menanggung
permainan darimu
relaku pujuk

fun sia

wow..what a day with my ex-adps mates..so fun...pity i didnt get to talk much wid her went i went t her hse..mayb next time..hmmm check out tis pics

where to?

now, i have to make my decision on which college to go
damn it..no idea
atlast, i chose nanyang, meridian,catholic,tampines,jurong,pioneer,yishun and innova..reallyhope can go nanyang..now, just wait for the posting..
also olevel results...
chow

Fuck

yeah, o level is over, but nothin to cheer abt..got grounded,,,wtf..tell me...finished my Os, tot i cld enjoy.. went home a lil late...got fuckin grounded.tell you..i went home at 10..whats the fuckin big deal.10.den went jalan raye.finish like 17 houses went home at 12. shes just so unreasonable.not understanding..ARRGH!!! im not a freakin 10 year old nomore.im 16 for God's sake..what pain im feelin.god knows.

1st dae

my god 1st dae of o level
was okay though
i think
praises to allah
hahha
got headache now
a massive one
how to study???
i wanna study for bio but argh..just sucks
damn...
c ya all ard

tomorrow

tomorrow is olevel!!!
cant believe everytins happenin so fast
im gonna complete ten years of my compulsory education
tmr is maths n ss
quite confident for maths, ss, not bad lah
not goin madrasah again.. need to study
hhahah
all the best my frens.gotta sleep den study.. bye!